There’s a place for you forbidden love
There are moments for you to take care of my wounded soul
There’s a beach for you too, where you can rest your raft
And there’s always a space for you in my hidden piece of heart
Mendung di Cikarang, 19 Desember 2007
Saat manusia terlalu lama bermain-main, berlari-lari dalam keraguan….
saat itulah manusia menipu hati mereka sendiri.
Saat manusia berjalan tanpa tujuan, bergerak tanpa arah yang konstan….
saat itulah mereka semakin tersesat dalam angan dan bayangan.
Saat harapan dan impian manusia terhalang oleh kenyataan,
di saat inilah hati manusia menangis dan terbang lepas dari tubuh mereka…
mencari jawab di suatu ruang yang lebih luas dari kenyataan itu…
mencoba menipu kenyataan yang merupakan ibu dari kehidupan…
menciptakan dunia yang lebih indah dan lebih menyayanginya.
Palembang yang sepi, 15 Desember 2007
I’ve lost something…somebody.
Somebody who’s given many things in my life.
Somebody who’s given me lesson for my life.
Somebody who’s been a part in my life for the first 29 years of my life.
Somebody who’ll stay in a different way for the rest of my life.
At the same moment…….
I found something…somebody.
Somebody who dare to put me in her heart and life.
Somebody whom my love I trusted to.
Somebody who hold the torch on the dark space, where my soul is wandering for a shelter.
Somebody where I can call home…
Ech, with you I’ll sail away to the world’s end
In memory of my late father…..
It was years ago….and she was beautiful…and she was gone as her shadow left my tearstains on the ground.
Then it came back years after….when all i felt was nothing…and the hole was left open wide.
And all my days were rolled….overpowered with fears…that my heart was packed with doubt.
I was convinced….memories and hopes are blended…then I was arisen.
Now she stays herein….isn’t only as a shadow…but as a light.
Wadaowww!
Parah ni, lagi bosen n eneg di sini. Kangen ama keluarga di Indo, pengen maen ama ponakan2, pengen ngobrol2 ama kakak2 lagi, pengen crita2 ama nyokap bokap lagi, pengen maem yang enak2, pengen maen bola ama temen2, pengen nonton bola ama kakak ipar guwa, pengen ketemu ama sobat2, pengen gawe di tempat atawa negara yang deket ama rumah, pengen pacaran n nge-date ama si do’i (ga tau sapa tu…), pengen ngebut ama Satria guwa, pengen dengerin pastor kotbah bahasa Indonesia (di sini mumet), pengen gawe ama Pak Beny, banyak ya pengennya? Heheh, namanya orang lagi be te bebas duonk! ‘Tul ga? Uda ah, mo pulang aja deh ga lama lagi….mungkin ngepasin setaun dah, Mei kali ya.
Ciao!
Ingin aku berhenti melangkah…berhenti berlari
Berhenti mengejar angan dan berdiri menanti
Mengingat masa lalu, menikmati masa kini
Melayangkan pikiran dan menenangkan hati ini
Teman, pernahkah kau diam membisu
Biarkan dunia berputar
Biarkan waktu berlalu
Dan kita tetap berdiri menunggu
Seandainya aku bisa, seandainya aku mampu
Hati ini selalu merasa, gairah ini terus mengganggu
Saat aku berhenti, saat itulah hidup ini berlalu….
Let me go…just let me go
Let me go, ’cause you can never count on me
We’re too far…too far away
We’re too far and we don’t even really know how can we get this far
Can’t stop…can’t stop now
Can’t stop, the world’s spinnin’ too fast and I’m molded in it
Goodbye…goodbye love
Good bye to one of the most wonderful days in our lives
For all the brokenhearted souls in one’s life
He starts thinking ’bout the days when he grows older.
Need something to wake him up again,
to get him out of this big hole.
Feel the world is getting colder.
He feels it through his vein,
and it gets him to his soul.
When will the time comes,
comes to pick him up.
To whom will his heart falls,
falls for something we call love…
Do you realize that your jobs is just a game…
I’m gonna tell you my version of this statement.
I love soccer….very much. And l feel my life at works is just like one game of it.
Soccer player change their clubs, and we change our jobs
They get a contract, so do we
They play good, they’ll have promotion, so do we
They play bad, they’ll be fired, we will too.
They sometimes love or hate their mates, so do we.
They like or dislike their bosses, so do we.
They have difficulties adjusting to their new clubs,
sometimes we have too.
They’re not satisfied with their clubs, they want to move just like what we’re gonna do.
Oh shit! Why am I saying this things?
You don’t get it, do you?
Unless you’re a Championship/Football Manager’s fans and players….
I’m sorry guys and girls…I think I’m fucked up!
I’m addicted…to it…too much.
Until next time…
There was 7 years ago when I met you for the first time. It was something that I really thanked to, cause it made a lot of changes in the life that I live now.
It is so wonderful to have you in my life and my heart. I thanked God for it, for you could be the most precious gift he has blessed me with.
You will be my home, my future. The place where I rest in my tiredness, the moment that I will always remember through all the other times I’ll pass by.
